Remember when I had a blog that I wrote in. And i had this resolution to write in once a week.. yeah.. what happened to that?
LIfe has happened once again. Shane got reactivated for this year. He is being deployed to bahrain for 3 months at some point too. I had to almost give up good sams. i only work one day a week there now because i could work 7 days and just not see shane ever.
Ive been feeling really alone lately. Besides him being away during the week I just dont hang out with people. The ones I would have hung out with moved to another state. and i havent spoken with in a couple weeks. wether that was my choosing or not i havent even gotten a "how you holdin up" but its cool friends arent supposed to be sympathetic. theyre supposed to be able to judge you and youre supposed to be ok with it... bc youre friends.
im just lost lately. more longterm thoughts in the process. shane will be going back to school for aviation after this and i gotta figure out what im doing. life is not what it should yet be.
i oughta get dressed... we're off to geocache soon
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