Tuesday, March 13, 2012
down the rabbit hole
i am not happy. i just.. cant seem to get things right. aside from having the man and dog of my dreams i have crap. and im trying to change things. but no one is throwin me a bone. i submitted my resum to a dream job and havent heard anything.. its been a week. i feel like im drowning. shane hasnt heard anything about the deployment. not sure where hell be going. i realized last night i am not independent. i am because i have to be. im actuallt very dependent and right now i have no one i can depend on.. im frustrated. ughhh just a liittle help would be great. just the job thing... please
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Unfortunately you only have control over YOUR outlook, that*s really it. So you have to strengthen your outlook muscles. You CAN decide to stay persistant and send a follow up email to that job - if you don*t get it - you DECIDE to not let it get to you and you go find one like it and you apply to that one - and keep going. I know this is boring and annoying to hear-but if you think it will help you on your way to feeling a little fulfillment - keep at it! You*re doing GREAT for finding a place like that even to apply to! So keep it up gf! In the mean time - do something you feel is even a tad bit meaningful to you. {I would say volunteer at a animal shelter or something as an example but if you don*t have time for that-plant a garden-anything that leaves you with a feeling that you accomplished something positive today..i swear it helps me a lot.
ReplyDeleteSending love pretty lady!!
M*