No News Is Good News?

I still haven't heard anything back about the job I interviewed for. I'm getting really anxious! The interview went so well and the guy said I'd be hearing back soon. I want the job SOOO badly. I just can see myself being really happy there and doing so much good there. It's driving me crazy. I'm going to call on Monday to check in with him but I'm like bursting at the seams. If I don't get it, I will be very distraught to say the least.

It's been a pretty quiet week otherwise. The wedding was very nice. A little bit religious but pleasant. I had a good time. I got groped by a drunk girl.. so that was interesting. I drank amaretto sours which have a bit of a bite to them but aren't bad. I did not feel much until after we got back to the room, at which point I wanted to die. But it was still a good trip.

We made it back in time to watch the Superbowl with Brooke and Glenn. It was a good game once the Steelers finally decided to get in the game. Also learned some.. news. I don't much like to talk about it, because I cry. I, yeah, I want to be happy but I'm not so why lie. It's just sad when you know you need some one more than they need you.



I told you it was a ridiculously large bed.



Decided I'm going on a cruise with my good friend Rachel this summer. It'll only be like a 5day thing and its to Canada, but it will be something new and out of the house and fun, and I'm really gonna need that. Shane was really supportive of the idea. We'll probably go in August between our birthdays (hers is 6 days before mine) because I know I'll at least need it then. It's still gonna be a long lonely (very lonely) summer but the birthday will be the worst. I don't really care much for them but I know Shane felt doubly bad because he was relying on some one else being there since he can't.

That's about it. My favorite day is coming up fast. I have a slight idea but it's no where near last years endeavor. After 10 years of this ya kinda run out of ideas and steam. Although I did come up with something really cool I won't have time for it by Monday. There's always next year.